Mistakes

Mistakes are made.....................
Aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes???
Being 22 I feel I am young enough to make mistakes, old enough to learn from them and young enough to repeat them.

First and foremost mistakes are made and you learn from these mistakes........................ but because you are in your twenty's you have a tendency to repeat these mistakes if you weren't some how physically or emotionally injured in the process of making it.

Ah but if learning from your mistakes was as simple as it sounds. Regrettably it isn't.
How do you find your self back it the same place, where you were only this time you know exactly how you feel, but you don't know if AGAIN you can do anything about it.
Fecking love! how do you tell your best friend that you are madly in love with him and would do anything in the world for them. Thing is since I found out he was going out with someone over a year ago I was trying so so hard to get over him. And now they have broken up but he is still mad about her and I'm back where I was but only now I know how I really feel about him.

I don’t want to be back where I was again. I don’t want to be in the same place as I was before, loving a guy that I can't have. The thing is now, our freindship is more solid than it ever was before. We have become best freinds over the year.
I need to move on I just can’t do it, but I cant help how I feel about him. Because if I stop for a moment, I’ll admit I love him.
I know he loves me too though, he’s told me he loves me. Thats the killer, but its just as a best friend.




“Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes.” Oscar Wilde